To conquer

by Jolyn Low

Just another reminder to myself that once I finish this hell of a year, I don’t have to study any more. I can just stop my education at junior college because I want to, and because I’m just honestly too young and immature to know what I want.

This constant failure and inability to do anything well at all is just killing me inside. Is this how my life will continue to be like?

The only thing keeping me going is music and the passion and zest of inspirational figures. I’m worse than a blank slate. Hollowed out.