by Jolyn Low

Everything feels damn futile and a waste of effort. It’s like no matter how much I study or how hard I try that nothing gets into this thick skull of mine and the only thing that I’m receiving are bloody fail grades. Easy for any bystander to say. Do you think that I like the feeling of being a disappointment? Of never achieving anything despite all the damn time and effort I put into my work? I wasn’t made for this world.