I just want to fast forward about 5 years or so till when I’m 27 and more than capable of the things that I would love to do. And most definitely skip all the hard parts and growing pains in between because screw turning 22 in the midst of 3 exams in about 2.5 weeks time. It’s the good-for-nothing age where technically (if I’d gone for a traditional course), I could be out making peanuts but I’m nowhere close to achieving the Singaporean dream of being happily attached and BTO-ing in the near future.
It’s like I’m sandwiched in between studying hard whilst slightly desiring a more relaxed and chill life. But it’s not like I meet any criteria for either – not high flyer enough and not that domestic. And I’m way too young (or not really) to be thinking about things like settling down and kids. I don’t even have a partner to settle down with so what’s the point.
On that note, I have been thinking that there has to be a better way of finding a suitable significant other. It’s like pure attraction or good intentions aren’t enough, but then how the hell are you supposed to find out if a person with abc qualities matches your xyz. Like, is there a more efficient and effective way of doing it instead of the stupid texting then underwhelming meetup and sitting in silence and looking at phones. I fucking hate sitting in silence and looking at phones.